I already hit 30 years old, and now I am in dilemma whether to pursue my studies in arts or to continue my interior design profession.
Many questions I asked myself, such as am I happy working as interior designer? Why am I still don’t see myself growing? Am I not doing enough? Then whatabout my talent in arts? Am I gonna just throw it away?
I am confused on the decision that I have to make. Since young my dreams is to be an artist or to manage my own art gallery. I have gone through many obstacles to be where I am here today.
Firstly, I don’t come from a family that appreciate art. Secondly, I was accepted to go Lasalle but my parents don’t allow me. Thirdly, I go through the hard way. I went ITE instead took product design course. Then I go poly doing my diploma in interior architecture and design. And not forgetting my achievements and participation in arts that I won first place a few times!
What am I supposed to do. Today I realised I think alot! The back of my head start to feel pain. Sometimes I just wish that God take me away as fast as he can. I am tired! I am sick! I am exhausted!. Omg this is my first blog on my breakdowns. Welcome to my world! Who am I? What is my purpose in life?