My art world

It’s been a long time I never paint and definitely I will paint again soon.  Here’s are a few art pieces I have done so far.
A multimedia painting from Samsung s4 phone of a seahorse

A multimedia painting on Samsung s4 phone of a shark

A multimedia art on Samsung S4 of a skeleton


A scenery from a rooftop that i stay in funky backpack @ Cambodia


A watercoloured painting of ANG KOR WAT


A golden monkey sketch while in the bus for a long ride @Cambodia

Unfinished acrylic painting of a ko pond

An acrylic painting of a lily flower.(sold out)

An acrylic painting of a zebra face (sold out)

A live painting held @paya lebar station in Singapore


A coloured pencil drawing of a fighting fish

Pen drawing of a sword fish to exhibit in national museum of Singapore for #700yearsofsingapura

Water coloured painting of a coconut to exhibit @national museum of singapore under Japanese occupation

A shark painting with acrylic paint

An acrylic paint on canvas of an elephant

An acrylic painting on canvas of a gorilla

Acrylic painting on canvas of a tiger

So if you wish me to paint a canvas for a present or for self or would like to enquire do not hesitate to drop me an email @


The words ‘If Only….’

The words WHAT IF..  Is so meaningful to dreamers out there.  Through those words, people motivate themselves to be better. And some just cried over and keep blaming themselves for not doing the right thing.

As for myself I find that the world is unfair, unpredictable and requires a responsibility in decision we make.  Somehow the word what if allows me to dream and escape from reality. 

I was brought up in a middle class family so we are not categories neither in rich nor poor family.  I am greatly with what I have and what my family have done or sacrifice for each other.  But as we know,  mankind, we never feel enough.  We were educate and cultivate  to be challenging and money drives the world.

Few things that I always dream of.. What if i am born rich?  What if I am clever and faster than others? What if Im a boss in a company?  And so on.

All this ‘what if’  actually helps me to prepared myself from the worse.  I know,  you must be thinking that I am an over thinking type and of person.  And yes I am,  I think it is good so at least we have a back up plan in everything we do. 

In religion,  we  believed that everything happened because it’s fated by the Lord  but to me whats the use of praying and accept whatever happens that Lord has planned for us if we didn’t act on something.  Most people will just pray and wait but some actually pray and do it and go with the flow with the plan.

I think by idle and wait for our fate to come, it won’t lead us anywhere.  For example when I was in high school I always wanted to go solo travelling but now I got it because of the hardwork and my prayers. It takes an action for a person to be somewhere and not by idling.  I may be wrong but I’m just sharing what I think we should do as a human being.  I  finally realised  that we don’t have to be greedy with the world wealth, status and power.  What we need is to be happy,  greatful and pass down the knowledge that we know to the one that needs it.




Be yourself, challenge yourself and think for yourself

This blog is a tribute to a second music video by @leonmarkus with the titled ‘mannequin’ 
The song is all about believing in yourself and fighting through the struggle of your life.

Humans are born to be competitive and due to that we never missed comparing ourself to others, being judgemental and sometimes we got affected by what others think on us.

Through the struggle we became stronger and more confident as a person. We just gotta believe In ourself and change to be better.

It takes time for a person to realise what they are lacking of and what were needed to change. For myself,  I started to realise that i need a change when I’m in my high-school years. I can say I WAS A VICTIM TO BULLY  during my primary school years.

When I got to high school, I start to learn and develop new things and improve myself from there. I learnt through watching others action, remarks that were thrown by others to me, the failure, the books and not forgetting the motivation from the supporting ones like my friends and families.

Everyone of us were born differently. Some may look PERFECT, but believe me no one in this world is perfect not even brand Pitt and Angelina Jolie.

Life without struggle is As same as a corpse that buried underground. Even a tree struggle to grow if there’s no sun and water,  animals struggling to have their freedom and humans struggling to b better. 

People who knows how to handle their struggle in life  through accepting and understand themselves are people who has a high self – esteem. And this is positive, Not many of us can do this.
There are few ways  for a weaker ones that they will choose to do in order to escape from their struggle in life.  First,  they will join a bad company with a mindset that they could forget off whatever bad things happened to them. If they unlucky, these will only add on to their problem.
Some,  will choose the easy way out by trying  suicidal either cutting off their veins on the hand,  jump down the building, hang themselves in a dark room and many more.

So for those who read my blog and would like to share your thoughts on this topic please feel free to #themannequinmovement and share us your thoughts through pictures or videos of u and the mannequin.

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Not all friends we can look out for when we need them, to lend us a listening ear and willing to sacrifice for us. So here’s a summary of different types of people that i think worth to call them friends.

1)Friends who find you when no one else bother to entertain them.

You just gotta understand that you are always in the mind’s to this type of friend. It’s only that they have waited for you to call them instead of them calling you. But because no one else wanna entertain them, therefore they find you. So don’t neglect them and do treasure them.

2) Friends who hated you but always there when you’re in trouble and helped you.

Maybe not all of this types of friends you must treasure. You gotta analyze the situation/scenario. Mostly, this type of friends will helped you as much they can because they actually cares so much for you but so much hatred were shown maybe because of your ignorance, naivety or maybe your stupidity.

3)Friends who always talk about you.

The only one reason why the talked behind your back is because u affected them. Maybe through your personality, beauty, successes, confidence and so on. Instead, you should be glad that they cares and make you as the inspiration for them. The fell motivated whenever think about you

4) Friends who never stop talking nonsense.

If your lucky, this types of friends would definitely brighten up your day at certain time. They may be annoying because they always fooling around and take things for granted but to them, they just wanna see u smile and that makes them happy.

Lastly, friends who knows you more than 10years

Knowing a person for more than 10 years means a lot. They understand your wants but maybe not your needs, they seen you cry, they know a lot of your dark side (if you have one) and they were there when you’re going through ups and downs of life, relationship, financial crisis, family problems and so on. So do treasure them a lot!

Close friends are truly life’s treasures. Sometimes they know us better than we know ourselves. With gentle honesty, they are there to guide and support us, to share our laughter and our tears. Their presence reminds us that we are never really alone – VINCENT VAN GOGH


The impalpable love.

Everyone needs love but have we found the  perfect ones? Indulging the feelings of love to someone needs more than time,  money and commitment.  Once you realise shes/he were the one,  u will give everything to the person. But once u loose the love ones,  u will stuck and lost not sure how to restart ur love life.

As for me,  it’s been 2years I stand with a ‘single’  title among the  friends that were same aged as me.  It’s easy for them to say ‘Hey just go and talk to her!’

Maybe if im in my 20, surely no hesitation will take place but now  every words and actions will be  analyze in my mind before letting out to portray and represent me. 

Maybe it’s not the time yet for me to give my all to the love ones but surely its not wrong for me to feel loved and get love from someone.

In my life,  I practice to wear different mask at different time according to the situation and that’s the same way I deal with love now.  I know it may sound cheap and unfaithful but all I know once I’m ready and shes the one, surely I will sacrifice everything for her.

The kiss, the hug, the moments and the actions are just the stunts that i create in order to satisfy each other. This is life.

And,  in the end The love you take is equal to the love you make – by Paul McCartney, The Beatles.

Nowadays human were being controlled by the status, power, and wealth in order for them to find their happiness. It’s sad but it’s norm too to perceive this behavior.

Come what may and I can just hope and pray that the right one will appear and desist me from continuing these unacceptable behavior.




A short story that my friend would like me to blog about him being curious in everything. I hope this sharing may help some people.

I met a guy named ‘Camie’  during my trip.  It was nice to meet him at the ferry stop when I’m on my way back to Bangkok. I still remembered he was like lost with his big backpack. I assume that was his first backpacking just as me.  Lol.  Anyways,  I approached him and start a conversation.  Personally I don’t like to be quiet for a long time so I need someone to talk to.  So we chatted, we covered on many topics like experiences of being solo backpackers, about life and many more. 

One particular stories that he shared were the adventure of curiosity.  He mentioned that whenever he feel like doing he definitely will do it.  So he shared with me about him curious and tried the gay life.  He stated that it was fun, less worries, less problem but just need to go check up every 4months and so on but the only thing he fail to do is self control. 

According to him,  nowadays it’s easy for someone to trap himself in gay life once he started.  Firstly,  numbers of gays are rising.  Secondly,  gay love will not end u up with pregnancy.  Thirdly,  most gays are financially stable.  And lastly,  the sex are better than with girls. 

He told me all started from the Internet.  At first,  he was just curious and just wanna know what and why people be gay.  So he search about it and came across a website that allow him  to chat with the other person and that leads them to meet up. At this point,  he knew he must be confident and have a self control. But sadly he loses it after the guy seduce him when they were tipsy. 

From that onwards,  he slowly start to meet more gays and have fun with them.  The initial plan of ‘to know’  now change ‘to wants’.

I did asked him if he ever thought of stopping and start a new with ladies and be normal and he answered ”

I’ve tried but I can’t!”

He even tell me many times to not have a mindset or curious about this gay life.

In conclusion, he said that he learnt his mistake of not to be too curious about everything around him. Curiosity kills yourself if you’re not strong spiritually & mentally. Just be conscious that everything happen for a reason and it is already planned out for us nicely so don’t let that curiosity change ur faith. 

Never too late for first timer

A few things that I did for the first time in 2016.

In life, we have to allow new experiences and situations to come in order to learn and gain knowledge from it. I am grateful and blessed with a good job that allows me to be financially stable and unlocked my ‘want’ list that ive been waiting for to do or to have eversince I graduated. I feel that 2016 is the luckiest year for me. Never knew that I could do a lot of things for the first time. It may sound ridiculous but this is the reality that ive gone through.


1) Buy my first phone using my own money.

For 29 years I have been depending on my parents and I feel ashamed of myself. Anyway all that happened due to my studies and I’m Asian haha. I didn’t know buying phone is so troublesome and costly. If not because of my work I think I will still be using prepaid card on that extra phone that my mom have.

2) Pampering myself

After being single for more than a year plus, Finally i am confident to Pamper myself by going to the spa, eat nice food, watch movies and many more by myself. I know it may sound like loser but who cares.

3) Adventure the world

In the early Feb 2016, I had my first solo backpacking trip to Cambodia, Koh Chang Island and Thailand. I’ve met a lot of people from different countries and somehow it widen up my thought. And this lead me to another point…

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4) Make friends with people from other countries.

Language has been my weakest subject since in high school FYI I failed my english language for my O level. To my surprise, the people that ive met actually told me that I spoke good English hahah. I also never knew that I could understand them eventhough they talk fast and use different type of accents.

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5) Shop like crazy

Most of the stuff I bought were through online shopping. I find it efficient and hassle-free but the waiting time for the items to reach to you will take forever but who cares the price definitely cheaper than shopping in a mall. There’s one time my mom scolded me because almost everyday she need to attend to a postman guy on my behalf that come to our house to deliver my purchases. Some of the items can be trusted but some are not. So becareful!

Thanks for reading my blog.  I know I’m pathetic but I’m trying now.  Hahaha.  Please feel free to comment Ya.